Pain is real. But so is hope.

That is the point of why I am writing to you tonight,

Over the past few months I have learned so much about dealing with pain. No matter the day or night I have learned to deal with pain. So many of you have prayed for as I have drank from the cup of pain. And I that you for that.

In such a time, I have learned and lost. I have learned that Jesus is precious and kind in hurt He loves so richly. I don't doubt my savior. I hope that sentiment stays my foundation of my heart.

But I have learned something. Even thou pain is real. Hope is possible. I had a doctor tell me this we, "You mat have to have surgery but hear me. We may be able to cure you of you disease without surgery. We may be able to cure you by destroying all cancer through chemotherapy and especially immunotherapy. Your cancer rating score is so high that it gives a great deal of hope.

Tomorrow we find out. Tomorrow is the first day of prayer as we start the therapy. I am asking you to pray with me tonight, tomorrow, and the days to come. Please pray with that God heals me of this cancer without a blade ever having to be lifted.

We will praise Him regardless But let's trust this - hope is REAL.

One Final Thing -

Many people have helped us financially. Would you pray about a financial gift to help me. We are going to need quite a bit more than we have. However, if God blesses us that we end up with more than we need, we will give everything above the need to others who are going through cancer. This communitty will be blessing to others.